Hi. I know we didn’t end in good terms yesterday. I sincerely apologize for that. I didn’t mean to put such intention into my tweets. I was honestly joking, but I guess I went too far.
I wasn’t in a good mood yesterday; I was, as usual having a bad day. But I did try to smile it off and make the best out of the time I had to talk with you. But yeah, it turned out worst. I shouldn’t have said any of those words. I should have shut my mouth.
I honestly feel like I’m dragging you into this messed up world of mine. I don’t know what went wrong, everything turned out to be a disaster. I don’t even know who I am. I’m not the person you met months ago—probably not the one you fell in love with. I hate who I turned out to be.
I may sound happy with all these tweets, but I’m not. I’m not okay. Those people who I needed aren’t there. Those people I trusted betrayed me. Those people I called friends, talked behind my back. I don’t know what to do. I am lost...
I used to be happy, even with the simplest thing. I used to believe that everything is possible. I used to be the strongest person people look up to. I used to be positive and confident.
I guess I stopped believing in myself...
I guess I’m tired of working hard to reach my dreams...
I guess no one actually believed in me...
I guess I heard so many things that I reached the point where I couldn’t longer take it.
I really love you, and the funny thing is... I don’t really know who you are. Some people think I’m stupid, but it didn’t matter to me.
I am sorry for not being perfect. See? I’m not perfect. My flaws are scattered everywhere. I’m sorry for being vulnerable.
We don’t know each other, that’s a fact and I know it hurts.
THANK YOU for making me happy. Thank you for making me feel all these feelings I never felt before. Thank you for the Walt Disney moment we had. It was wonderful. (:
Anyone would be lucky to have you. Don’t ever change, because you’re amazing.
I still want to be friends with you, but that’s up to you. I’ll be around... looking after you. Don’t be like me, follow what your heart wants and I assure you, I’ll be your number one fan. (:
Keep smiling, beautiful.
The feelings I have for you will never change.
I love you, whoever you are.
I guess “infinity and beyond” isn’t real. It was just some sort of famous line from an animated movie and I was actually immature enough to believe it.