Hello my dear,
We just can stop writing to each other huh? You know what, I would love to see us doing the same thing for the next 32872838 years. LOL
I'm sorry if I cant type a serious, proper and formal letter to you. I dont know why, but I just dont want this letter to be overly serious though I am serious with what I say. I want you smiling and laughing (that's if you can laugh *wink*) as you read this.
I love you. I know I told you that for so many times, but I never really get tired of saying it. There are times where I think I'm not giving you enough love back. You made me feel so good, so blessed and so loved. I feel appreciated without exerting much effort.
But do me a favor, do not put me as your top priority. I want you to study first, and I know you're doing well at school. I want you to focus on your goals. I want you to enjoy life even without me in the picture. You can do all of these things without losing me, because I'll be more than happy to hear that you're enjoying life at it is. You're still young babe, see the beauty of life around you.
I want you to love yourself first. YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL, BELIEVE ME. And if you are tbeing stubborn about it, just remind yourself that it's something like “Boom said I'm beautiful and I need to believe it or else she'll get mad at me”. >:D<
Oh gosh I love you.
I think you're the best part of me. I cant explain why, but you're the one who keeps me hanging. Honestly, you are stronger than me—you are my strength. I think I'm the weakest person in this planet. LOL! I get easily beaten up by thoughts, by words of other people, by almost everything. I realized how fragile I am and yet you managed to made me think that this relationship is worth fighting for.
I want you to know that I am trying to learn not to care what other people may think about us. Actually I dont really care, I'm just irritated especially to think that some of them are what I call friends. Unbelievable right? Life can really be cruel, but I'm still grateful—because those people will bond us tighter together. Let's prove them wrong, shall we? ;)
I AM MORE THAN WILLING TO WAIT FOR YOU BABE.
I want to be the first one to see you reach your own dreams.
I want to reach OUR dreams together.
I want to be there for you.
I am crazy in love with you my everything.
I promise you, I'll never let go of you, I'll never disappoint you and I will never stop loving you.
If you really want to audition or pursue your love for music, then do so. I assure you, I'll be your number one fan! I believe in what you can do.
And if you want to look for your mom someday, I'll be glad to help you out.
I love you Nicole.
NICOLE NICOLE NICOLE